I Am What I Am...vol. 2

So it's the holiday season, and here I am single. "So what," some of you are prolly thinking or saying and at the same time, I'm saying that too. I mean I got my family and friends and I am very thankful for that. My problem is, that damnMariah Carey song, All I Want For Christmas. I really love that song, I feel that song so much that when it comes on I get emotional. (Yea for all the tought guys, you can insert I'm gay here cuz I'm like Carl Thomas and I get emotional.) I guess I really am a sucker for love. I really love being in a relationship, having someone to call mines, being able to depend on someone for comfort and being able to provide that for them as well no matter what. I love that I have someone besides God to live for, work for, and hopefully make their dreams come true. I love to know that no matter what, I have this one person who will always have my back and support me and I will do the same for them. I love the stupid stuff that goes on in relationships that make them worth being in. The things that happen that you would never put up with unless you know you love them, which lets you know, YOU REALLY LOVE THEM. I love just being around that someone without saying or doing anything but feeling so good, so peaceful, so right just to be there. Yea I guess I'm a sucker for love, but at the end of the day, God is love, so why not be a sucker for Him?