What I'm Thankful For...

I'm simply but most thankful of course for anybody who knows me, my family. Although it may not be true for everyone else, my family provides me with a feeling that is definitely something you cannot describe. There are absolutely no worries when I'm with them, no concerns, no nothing. The one and only problem is the fact that my older brother isn't here and who knows when he'll ever get a chance to come back. But still, I'm thankful that God is still keeping him here in spirit and keeping the possibility of him being reconnected with us in the future. This overwhelming feeling of nothing but good feelings is something I can't get enough of, I pretty much get somewhat upset as the night grows because of course people must go carrying a piece of that feeling with them. I am thankful that it is 2008, I'm 25 years old, still alive, healthy, have an income that pays my bills, have wonderful friends that I KNOW I can depend on, have no real reason to complain. But to completely honest, I did have a slight depressed moment before meeting with my family. Before leaving my house I thought once again, its the holidays and I am truly single, no female at all to bring with me to visit the famil, so of course I immediately thought of rita (my ex). I ended up jus messaging her just to say happy holidays and to let her family know I said the same. Well I guess the holiday spirit was in her becuz later in the day she called and left me a message returning the gesture. So I'm most definitely thankful for that. So all in all, this Thanksgiving was great. Could it have been better, possibly, but at the same time it could have also been a lot worst. The fact that I had the opportunity to enjoy the company of my family for an elongated period of time and provide me with that wonderful feeling of overwhelming love, I would say I'm going to do nothing more than just be extremely thankful for that.