Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Keeping Steady...
So I was starting to be consumed by this feeling of guilt for a number of reasons. Thankfully, I have friends that can help me to not put more on myself than I should, simply meaning, I can't control the actions of other people so I shouldn't worry myself with the outcome. I put in my two cents on the issue and if people don't listen and something happens than I shouldn't dwell on it. It's outta my hands. Anyways on another note, that daily reading also help to put me back on steady ground. Because right now I feel as though I'm in a tight place. My one job will be ending at the end of this month, I really don't see myself keeping the other one, so I obviously am going to be in need of some kinda of stable income. So i gotta find that by the end of the month. Just found out today that yea, have to get 2 root canals, yea 2. So on top of all the other simple procedures I have to get that done, and you thought right, aint going to be cheap even with my benefits. I have so many possible opportunities in front of me but at the same time all of them are like 10 fingerlengths away and I feel strapped down with Astronaut Seatbelts. If I could somehow get loose on one of them so many things would turn, the thing is, I feel strapped with my hands tied fingers behind my back and mouth covered, BUT STILL, I'M FIGHTING. This reading help me to understand that I must not worry, because hey, as long as I'm doing everything I'm suppose to do, I will be taken care of. So with that being said, I'm doing quite fine. Not hungry, bills are paid, and I still at the end of the day have two jobs. What's to complain about?
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