So at 21 and with no true religious people in my inner circle, I went along with societies philosophy on college. That's where you have your most fun and make most of your mistakes and do things that you will probably never do again. Now that I look back on it I can say that's crock, but at 21 it fit the script for me. So not only did I become a worst person, I pulled others down with me as well. I was a bad influence on others who I could have been a good influence for. I've lead people down roads that they may not ever be able to recover from without prayer. While currently, I may be on the right path, I still now pray daily for forgiveness. So needless to say, school year ended and I had no girlfriend anymore.
The summer came in only to bring in more test which I horribly failed, and once again influencing others in the wrong direction. Crazy part about all this is, I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS BEING A GOOD GUY. At the end of the day, I just figured as long as I don't tell a lie I'm not wrong. Everything I did I just considered was fun and was what college was about outside of the school work. So still during this time period I am talking to a number of females, including my ex, and just doing things that I would have never thought I would be engaging in. Hey it was college and it was fun and that's what college was about right.
So school starts and now I'm only taking classes part time and still don't have my own place to stay at. Now I'm paying for classes when once I had scholarships and staying in my brother's apartment and with the number of females I talk to. At the end of the day, I didn't mind it at all. I had a nice job that I liked and it was paying for me to go to school and school was school. Females I were talking to were understanding of my situation and our relationship. LIFE WAS GREAT...., So I thought.
To be con't...
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