Where I'm At 12/9

So it's Tues, December 9th. Been outta touch for a couple days. I guess I needed to be wiped cleaned of any illness that was still in my because I think I had the worst case of a one day flu you can ask for. Saturday night headed back to the city and watched the fight with some good friends from home. Sunday I woke up and realized wasn't nothing going to happen at all that day because I felt like death itself. So I bundled up, drank some tea and slept most of the day to hopefully sweat out the sickness. By Monday things were cool and I finally picked up some of valued items from Syreeta's house. So for me, that situation is for the most part done. I still have stuff there and we still share some things but I could care less for the most part, meaning I'm not going to lose sleep over any of it. She's doing her and I'm doing me and that's it for that, not going to really go into much detail (for her sake of course).

I'm currently fasting right now for a nice blessing. Got a lot of things I'm trying to accomplish and the way I see it, I think I'm going to need some unseen assistance from somewhere to get them accomplished. So I've been at it since the end of last week. Been going pretty well. All in where I'm at right now is comfortable. What more can you ask for? I'm not satisfied, but at the end of the day, I'm single yes, but loved by many as well. I have a house I can call home and sleep in every night. I have heat in that house (wasn't none this weekend though, stupid story). I have food to nourish my body. Like I said, "what more can you ask for." When your necessities are covered and you know darn good and well they couldn't be all you can do is say thanks and be appreciative. Now I am still striving to accomplish greater things, but I will not dare be ungrateful for what I have. All I will continue to do is improve my relationship with God and as my soul shall prosper, so will I.